Day 5 - Attitude

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Attitude is everything. Jacob is trying to get back in shape and he was talking about what he's doing and he's eating, and his summary was "It feels great". I really need to look at it that way instead of as a form of suffering. It really would feel great to be less stuffed into my skin. To be lighter to lift and carry around. I also often feel like I need to stop feeling like I need to apologize for not eating as much or trying to be healthier. I worry that I am a kill joy if I am trying to eat better. Alright, now I just have to go exercise because I can.

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